Staying Alive.

and so story of Bali continues. *munching raya cookies while uploading moldy ass pictures*. Damn these cookies, it made me forgot what to write already. *keep stuffing*.
5 minutes has passed, still blank, *keep munching*. Wtf.

ok la, for ladies shopaholics, if u ever come to Bali, I begged you to visit Legian street, Kuta. The street has crazy awesome boutique & shops from local handmade to imported brands and lots of shirtless Australian hunks (what….) This street is so ill-omened, it makes you forget all the pledges & rules u made with your credit card(s)!! yay!!! – rabak. And again, u must have a super power begging bargaining skills in order to pay only 1/3 of displayed tags. Eeeekkkk.


#1
Warning: Need bargain power skills.



#2
Warning: Look but don’t read out loud.



#3
Warning: Too hot (I mean it was very sunny day lah) Thee ehee.




#4
If u still remember 2002 bombing incident happened in Bali – this memorial was built at the same spot where the incident took place – Paddy Pub at Legian street. Those are the names of the victims who died while partying ( I guess ).. man.. these people really party until they die… this is what we called “live life to the fullest” Born-party-die. (oh.. how insensitive I am..)




#5
So, after a long walk ( I think we walked for more than 2 kilometers ) and exhausted of bargaining & price begging, (not the walk), we quenched our thirst with famous shaved ice in Legian street. I loooooveee the fruit syrup from that stall, it wasn’t just taste as good as real fruit, but made ur breath smell all fruity too :P Fruity kisses anyone?





#7

There. Me with the yummeh shaved ice cum breath freshener.







































#8
Busy Legian street. Bar & bistro, boutique and local stalls are along the street.



#9
Woofs! Actually this dog is very shy. Keep running away from me and I have to keep on chasing it till I got this.



#10

Took this while buying our sight seeing tour package for tomorrow.



I found this store, called Flamingo, and I couldn’t help it but love all the clothes. So I grabbed few pieces, couldn’t wait till I get back to Malaysia to wear it. So that night I was prancing around with my new dress for dinner & club hopping. Oh gosh.. I can’t describe the feeling : on vacation + new dress + good food + club hopping with my good friends. I love, I love, I love!



#11

Dinner at Havana. I totally spoiled myself with big chunk of steak & grilled prawn. I need to boost up my energy for sightseeing tour the day after oke.



#12
Mine. and I unable to take others cuz by the time I snapped this, their food already left by half plate, and messy. To them, good food is not for camwhoring, but for their stomach. *pig*



#13
How about a butt crack(er) for dessert? Eeeeuuwww.



#14

Lively night at Kuta, Bali.



#15
We’ve been to ‘Paddy Reloaded’ – a new Paddy pub, rebuilt along Legian street after the 1st pub gone to ashes on 12th October. It has a huge dance floor, crazy neon lightings and they played from the 70’s Bee Gees’s disco dance till the latest hip hop songs.


But we didn’t stayed up for long, after 2 glasses of fruit punch, we went back to our comfy bed cuz we need to get up early for sight seeing tour the next morning.

Till then..
“Well now, I get low & I get high. And if I can’t get either, I really try. Got the wings of heaven on my shoes. I’m dancing man & I just can’t lose. You know it’s all right, it’s ok – I’ll live to see another day”

Bee Gees~Staying Alive.

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Bedtime Story..

Heartbreak is worst than cancer. It took away your happy thoughts, creativity, radiance and hope. At least cancer took your life away & that's it. You no need to live with it forever - live or die. But you can’t go to any doctor and ask for specific prescription on heartbreaks. No prevention, no cure.. even somesay “only time will heal”.. but tell me how many of us really, definitely healed after sometime or longtime?


Only self denials always emphasized that they finally got over it, moved on, ok, fine after a heartbreak. But the truth - there is hatred, regret, phobia, grew inside them after a heartbreak. Tears still rolling every time they think about it (even after 10 years) and heartbreaks really change a person into another. So, tell me..how healed are we after a heartbreak?


People try to erase the pain with new love, new relationship. Peoples always said “he’s not the best for you.. and that’s why it didn't work out” well, that’s a total bullshit. Are they trying to tell you that.. for every break up, your exes never good enough for you and that is why you had this failure after another because no one is up to your best, yet? Fuck that.


No matter how better your new love is, don’t deny that you still hope that you see a glimpse of similarity of your badass Ex in your new love. Because IF you are REAL, you fell for someone for who they are, good or bad, thick or thin..rich or poor..because you are not perfect as you think yourself  and imperfection has its own charms.


I don’t know what is my point in here. But please don’t tell me that I will forget, continue to live on, move on and will find someone better. Because he’s all what Im looking for but we are not meant for each other, for NOW. No, Im not looking to find a new relationship in order to forget this. If this is wrong and lead my life to nothing but pain – so be it. At least Im not lying to any new poor guy of how happy he making me feel.


and Gavin darling ~ thanks for having me understand the feel of true love. I never knew that I finally understand how sweet the love is.. until I met u angel... u made me feel 17 all over again for the past few years.. & now it's time for me to wake up to the present...where unicorn, santa claus, mermaid, true love...can only be heard in child's  bedtime story...

You always have my love.

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Aidilfitri 2010

What can I say… Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2010 to all my muslim friends and enjoy your long weekend to the non muslim~!!!!

 

 

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Ramadhan is leaving…

and it gave a different meaning as well as feeling to different people’s sentimentality. To the pious, it’s a sad goodbye. Because it’s the only month where benevolence and good deeds earn them multiple rewarding, prayers and repents are answered, a total body, mind and soul sanctification month.


to the believer (ordinary one ya) – it’s time to say goodbye to exotic gastronomy, invitations and special working hours punch out.


and to the sinner – finally able to eat and back to adulterate wonted.


as for me… I must admit, I wasted it a lot with, when heartbreak & tears has taken over me.
I took a break from posting my travel, vacation post during these few weeks because, I was mistaken having trip during Ramadhan. It was an assumption which I want to encounter the least although I am just an ordinary believer.


Forget about glamorous invitation by the hotelier, but still, there were one or two I unable to miss. =)


It was berbuka puasa event with the living legends.



I know I didn’t really follow their singing and acting evolution, but I do know them by heart and faces.



 



tidak ada yang lama.. tak kan ada yang baru…




Azhar, Mak Su & mama.. they are no strangers to me.. they are my family…



with mama.



With living legend, Datuk Ahmad Nawab who has shines many stars with his artworks.



Lisa Surihani, she’s not a legend yet, but her beauty might be legendary among male fans =)
Malaysian mentality is still in a 3rd world class country when it comes to entertainment industry. Where talent MUST come with full package, and looks is a numero uno. Isn't superficial equivalent to shallowness?  Hey, but for her case, Im not a fan any of her dramas & movies cuz I hardly watch them. I just admire the God's beautiful creature. I just love beautiful people. =)  



I always look up to Dato’ Mahathir Lokman as a male Oprah Winfrey Asia’s version. I wish he has a talk show like Oprah do.



Just playing with aperture.



Salamiah Hassan is always anggun & cute at every phase of her age. I told to myself once that Im gonna grow old gracefully just like her!



I got nothing much to say about the event. Im not the kind of selling celebrities stories on my blog. Let those existing celebrity gossip blog do the best what they are doing. This is HeartBoxx, .. so it’s all about me. :P


Next few days I was at one of the event under Adibah Noor Entertainment & celebrities who care -  and I suddenly realized, how foolish I am crying and dying over someone who never returned back the same feelings for me… while there are lots of peoples out there living with the lack of everything… I sat and watching them speechless, because I knew that I never understood or felt the same feelings as they do.



I always cried and assume I was the unlucky one in love… but, this boy has his own sad story at the age of 3 and yet, he still able to smile without faking it. I should learn how to be more grateful….


If you care, visit them at;
Rumah Titian Kasih (Pusat Jagaan Anak Ibu Tunggal & Anak Yatim)
62A-2 Lorong Maran
Jalan Kuantan
Tasik Titiwangsa
53200 Kuala Lumpur
or visit their blogspot at http://rumahtitiankasih.blogspot.com/ for more infos and donations.


suddenly I miss my mum.. very much and regret remembering all the yelling and unreturned phone calls…Ma, please forgive me.

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